Never Alone

First and foremost can I just say, I love you Beth! You have blessed my life in so many ways I honestly don't know where I'd be without you! Singing praises to our father tonight as loud as we could in your car seriously brought tears to my eyes. You, my love, are a true gift from God that deserves nothing short of everything! I love you with all my heart and want you to know that you truly are a beautiful woman of Christ who continues to shine brighter everyday! And though I've just gotten to know you deeply this past semester we've already been through a lot together! And I want you to know my dear dear friend that you are truly, truly amazing! Don't ever EVER forget that. Though we may be struggling, though we may not feel God's presence every minute of our walk with Him he never leaves us alone! Just like the song we sang together in the car! Though at times we cry out with no reply we still have to hold on and believe God is there. Trust God my dear friend. Humble yourself before him and everything, all the hurt, the pain, it will all be worth it in the end!! So keep singing these words in your heart and know that though sometime we may feel alone, we are NOT! God is just wanting us to pursue him further, really reaching out for him. So sing Beth with all your heart:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=locmq1SAKME

Ahh!

So today is the big day...
I'm pretty much freaking out, but still calm at the same time.
Whatever God plans, I know everything will be alright.
*crosses fingers*

As much as I hate admitting this...

I really miss my puzzle piece.

Lead Me to the Cross

Savior I come, quiet my soul,
remember.
Redemption's Hill,
where your blood was spilled, for my ransom.
Everything I once held dear, I count it all as loss.

Lead me to the cross where your loved poured out,
bring me to my knees, Lord, I lay me down,
rid me of myself, I belong to You.
O lead me,
Lead me to the cross.

You were as I, tempted and tried,
Human.
The word became flesh, bore my sin in death,
now You're risen.
Everything I once held dear, I count it all as loss.

Lead me to the cross where your loved poured out,
bring me to my knees, Lord, I lay me down,
rid me of myself, I belong to You.
O lead me,
Lead me to the cross.

To Your heart,
to Your heart,
lead me to Your heart,
lead me to Your heart.

A word to the unwise...

You might have gained closure for yourself but you just made things 10 times harder for me.

Thank you, oh so much.

To sum it up:

I hate boys.

End of story.

As night falls...

Wow.
That is all that I can say to express tonights experience. My dad, mom, Lucy (puppy), and I decided to take a quick spin on the jet ski tonight and it had to be one of the most beautiful moments of my life. Just me, on a jet ski, watching the sun set out in the middle of the lake. Beautiful. I felt so free and so...alive. Nothing is more perfect than a beautiful sunset on the lake. Watching the sky turn three different shades of pink and red, all of which is reflecting beautifully across the glass-smooth water. It's perfect! I did NOT want to leave. I love the sudden moments in life when God unexpectedly reminds you of His beauty. I wish I could just live in that moment for the rest of my life. God is so amazing! We are so blessed to experience these beautiful creations He has given us. I love it!